back from camp again... dunno why suddenly veri confused again... cos i heard news that i'll be posted out again very soon. but the destination is different this time. somehow the new camp is in fact further (which is weird) cos the place veri inaccessible lor (paya lebar air base). with that, comes a lot of sadness and disappointment lor, cos it quite hard for ppl like to adapt to a new environment when i have just began to grow accustomed with the guys in camp. haiz... there goes all the hard work for the last 3 mths lor... though it is not confirmed yet till the PC tells me, i also cannot find anymore motivation to do duty liao lor. the mere thought is driving me crazy liao lor...

haiz... today dismount also no mood to do anything. cos really sad mood sia. have to find something to lift my spirits for now (maybe go buy a new com later?) dunno also lor. the last mount couldn't find anything to do again. maybe except for the storybook that made me completely mesmerized. the book is called "the vampire lestat". one of the chronicles of the vampires stories i bought while i was studying gothic in jc. didn't have the chance to read it then cos it has a lot of words but when i started reading it, i couldn't stop. dunno what is so attractive but somehow i was totally engrossed in it. maybe cos that time really too bored or the book is just very good lor.

tmr have to go back camp to draw my No. 3 lor for the COC parade that is coming soon. dunno why kenna the drills thingy again lor. a bit too late liao cos i no more enthusiam le. starting to clear leave also le lor... so i guess i'll have a lot of free time again during november to rest and relax lor. so time for me start aking ppl out again le( since no one wan to ask me). that's all.

new post again... somehow like getting sick of typing in my blog le (but still have too cos it's allows me to improve and maintain on my rusty english)... this off day as usual got no activity (outdoor activity i mean) cos i manage to find some indoor stuff to do. today i realise i still have a lot of books i haven read since i bought them (cos most books are used from book vouchers one). so i decided to spend this mount doing something i haven been doing...reading.

spend some time the last dismount learning magic tricks from a unprofessional magician (my younger brother). he pro at these kind of things liao lor... forget he since when starting to learn liao lor (dunno his purpose of learning also). maybe learn to chio some girl he like? i dunno...me? i learn for curiosity sake ba... learn more is better than nothing lor...

dunno whether u all believe in fate this kind of superstitious stuff or not cos i do. cannot explain why but somehow i feel attracted to horoscope, tarots these kind of stuff... somehow something miraculous happened... the fortunes i have to doing always seem to point to the same result. unexplainable lor... haiz... somethings are just beyond comprehension. dunno to really believe it or not lor.somehow i feel it is really impt to trust it. haiz... got time then see how lor... if not can ask kenneth kao lor cos i keep on telling him about this girl i like for a long time...

haiz... life is so full of mysteries lor. maybe someday i'll understand it... if not i guess i have to continue searching for some meaning in my life. till next time... gtg le. time to learn some more new magic tricks...

hmm... no inspiration to write for today, cos army life really very boring lor
(monotonous lifestyle i mean)... dunno wad to say about it also , cos if i write anything wrong, i might just be one of those ppl that were kenna caught for writing about sensitive issues... esp regarding national security or wad lor... cos u'll never know whether there will be a MP who happens to be a blogger too...

hmm... though i get to book out quite often now, just can't seem to find anything to do also lor... cos when u have too much free time, the first thing u'll do will be to catch up with old friends (which i had already did)... then find things to slack about (which i can't think of any yet) cos i almost watch finish all the nice movies available for now (the most common activity around)...

hmm... the last dismount met up with my old pals again.. first time all of us could gather together. also the first time we went to watch a movie together (after so long). also the first M18 movie i watched also... got so many first times lor... maybe i'll get to try new stuff the next few dismounts ba...

haiz... dunno how long never visit this place le...been pretty busy even since my OJT ended, busy finding stuff to do that i haven't been doing since my course started, many many wishes to be fulfiled during this period. now finally managed to find time to type a new post into my blog.

hmm... changed to a new camp again, but still under the control of changi air base. hmm... same duties as before but now more autonomy there at the new camp. no longer as regimental as the times i had during OJT or FDC. here basically everyday do the same thing over and over again. got spare time then go doing running or practice drills lor.

lots of things happened during this last week, cos i decided to insert some life into my monotonous lifestyle. thus decided to go out during my off-days. and of course still exercise regularly cos it's been really hard training to be fit, dun wan to grow fat and flabby during my army life. thus go swimming and running lor. watch movies, go shopping, and eat a lot these few to enjoy myself after all the tough times are over.

hmm... the last mount, kenna selected for Guard of Honour for NDP next year but in the end kicked out ( so much for being too happy intially) cos the RSM claimed that i was too short. (??)
too bad liao lor. but something strange happened lor. i was selected for the RP driver course lor. it's good to be able to learn new skills but i'm just quite unimpressed cos i kenna the course because the guy going for the course happens to be tall enough to go into GOH. haiz... but dun care about it liao lor...

now slowlyl resuming to an almost civilian life le cos i only need to go for 2 days stay-in followed by a 8-5 then have a off-day. for now got more time to go learn new stuff and also catch up with old friends...