back from camp again... dunno why suddenly veri confused again... cos i heard news that i'll be posted out again very soon. but the destination is different this time. somehow the new camp is in fact further (which is weird) cos the place veri inaccessible lor (paya lebar air base). with that, comes a lot of sadness and disappointment lor, cos it quite hard for ppl like to adapt to a new environment when i have just began to grow accustomed with the guys in camp. haiz... there goes all the hard work for the last 3 mths lor... though it is not confirmed yet till the PC tells me, i also cannot find anymore motivation to do duty liao lor. the mere thought is driving me crazy liao lor...

haiz... today dismount also no mood to do anything. cos really sad mood sia. have to find something to lift my spirits for now (maybe go buy a new com later?) dunno also lor. the last mount couldn't find anything to do again. maybe except for the storybook that made me completely mesmerized. the book is called "the vampire lestat". one of the chronicles of the vampires stories i bought while i was studying gothic in jc. didn't have the chance to read it then cos it has a lot of words but when i started reading it, i couldn't stop. dunno what is so attractive but somehow i was totally engrossed in it. maybe cos that time really too bored or the book is just very good lor.

tmr have to go back camp to draw my No. 3 lor for the COC parade that is coming soon. dunno why kenna the drills thingy again lor. a bit too late liao cos i no more enthusiam le. starting to clear leave also le lor... so i guess i'll have a lot of free time again during november to rest and relax lor. so time for me start aking ppl out again le( since no one wan to ask me). that's all.