Development essay results is out and its disappointing as usual.

Either it is because I set too unrealistic expectations for myself or I'm comparing too much with the people around me. But I truly believe that CAP 4.0 is possible given the effort I put in. But they keep getting all the As while no matter how hard I try, I'm always at the B- range. arghh...

I need a smarter brain. I can almost feel the limits of my intelligence.